Able to go to college Episode Four: Cars and Hearts

   So this week  i will be blogging about   the  week of Valintes day  (2012).      I  really think that my  dog  knew it was  Valinties day because  when  I woke up this  morning I  found her  on my parents's bed looking as  cute as ever.  I had a  good day at school and to make things swet   one of my acquences  drove me home that dad.  He  was not dating   so  he  coined the  term  Single Awainess day  I like that (esp since  I have never had a boy friend)  My dad came home  that  day  and  found  a note   that said that   AZ had to unload the dish washer.  I had  seen this  note  but  I had "forgot" to  fallow though.     My  dad was  home  so  I  had to listen to the note  aw  well.  Luckily  I have a  great tip for doing the dishes which u can see in the video.

 So the  second  half  of  the video   highlights a  constant struggle  between  my parents and  me.  I want to  try driving.  Now  I  tried driving a little  my senior year, yet I was no where near ready.  Unforntaly my parents  do not think  I am  ready  so  for now  I am stuck to taking public  trasnit, bus. I hate the  bus.  The  main  reason  is that a bus  confines you to a se.    Taking the bus  means that   if you miss the bus you have to wait for the next one.  The bus   that  I take  runs  once every hour so  if I miss it  I  have to  miss at least ten minutes of class.  This was the case  in the second half of the video.   I am  only  20  so  I think  I have  still   have time to learn how to  be  behind the wheel.

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Lauren Potter and  AZ   fall 2010

It still hurts

 My   Dog lights up  my world

 
    Let  me start off by saying that I had a great fourth of  july  week.   I   went  to a firework  show  at  the  local  elementary school and  had a  great  time.    During the fireworks   i  saw  some people   from high school and said  hi   and  instead of turning around they  left me.   Actually  everyone   left me  and there was  no  room to sit  because spots  were  taken.   I     end up sitting next to people from  my high school  and  afterwords  there was a  party at  the  girl's house  but   guess  who was not invited.  I    keep on  plugging  away and walked home.      Despite  this I  had a great time  overall  because  hay   I  have not had  great friends  for  most of my life  so  I  guess   one  to say that  I am  used to  it  by now.    

 It still  hurts

  On the  fourth of July   we had a  party at Sacramento and  I saw  my cousin  who is  two  years  old . She is the same one  that I wrote  a  poem  for   before she was  born.    My  cousin  lets  call  her   K  told  princess  that  she could baby sit.   I  offered to  babysit  because  hay  I  like   kids and   she is  a cutie  pie.     K says  no    but  i could  baby sit with  D  our  other cousin.  D says  no way.    K  says the  chaperone   needs a  chaperon      I  shut  down  then  people asked me  whats  wrong.  I say  nothing because of  course  I    am   known as  AZ the     one who  runis things    for everyone  involved and  I am   trying  to change that .  I  told my mom what was  bothering me  but she  does not  understand  because  She  asked my sister   to  watch over me  if she  moved to sacramento.     HELLO ?     I  can   take  care of my self.     Yeah  I can not  cook  or do  my hair  but   that is what  hats are for  and     I can  microwave stuff.  I want to be independent  how  do  you think  I feel when  I hear these   things  terrible.         I am not  a kid  anymore  I am almost  21.   Man  its  so  hard to be  me.      I feel  like a round  peg  going into a  square hole.  I have  a hard time fitting  in  with peers, disabled and   average, and    I   am  still  a  "Kid".   Yet      I   still  smile and  try to  be  happy because  after all   these  things  are  commonplace  for me.

                     It  still hurts

 Heading back home ater the fourth of  July

 

Independence Day 2012

Happy 4th 

Disclaimer America still is not free for everyone blacks disabled immigrants but it has come a long way since 1776 so I guess its ok to celebrate.  I went  to see fireworks  last night and    i am  going  to   my  Aunts  house  today.    pictures  will  fallow  soon


  Ps   yesterday was    my Dad's  birthday    Happy  b day  dad