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| My Dog lights up my world |
Let me start off by saying that I had a great fourth of july week. I went to a firework show at the local elementary school and had a great time. During the fireworks i saw some people from high school and said hi and instead of turning around they left me. Actually everyone left me and there was no room to sit because spots were taken. I end up sitting next to people from my high school and afterwords there was a party at the girl's house but guess who was not invited. I keep on plugging away and walked home. Despite this I had a great time overall because hay I have not had great friends for most of my life so I guess one to say that I am used to it by now.
It still hurts
On the fourth of July we had a party at Sacramento and I saw my cousin who is two years old . She is the same one that I wrote a poem for before she was born. My cousin lets call her K told princess that she could baby sit. I offered to babysit because hay I like kids and she is a cutie pie. K says no but i could baby sit with D our other cousin. D says no way. K says the chaperone needs a chaperon I shut down then people asked me whats wrong. I say nothing because of course I am known as AZ the one who runis things for everyone involved and I am trying to change that . I told my mom what was bothering me but she does not understand because She asked my sister to watch over me if she moved to sacramento. HELLO ? I can take care of my self. Yeah I can not cook or do my hair but that is what hats are for and I can microwave stuff. I want to be independent how do you think I feel when I hear these things terrible. I am not a kid anymore I am almost 21. Man its so hard to be me. I feel like a round peg going into a square hole. I have a hard time fitting in with peers, disabled and average, and I am still a "Kid". Yet I still smile and try to be happy because after all these things are commonplace for me.
It still hurts
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| Heading back home ater the fourth of July |
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