Monday, October 6, 2008
get it down I miss the playground
I miss the playground. I rember when I was in primary school I looked forward to recess and lunch. Recess and lunch were fun there was jumprope to learn.I became a pro at this when i was in Kindergarten. I loved playing on the playground doing the monkey bars and cimbing through the the tubes.
But what I miss most is the aceptance On the playground it was easy to join in a game of knockout or tag or handball. teasing still happened. I remeber a indent in pre K but for the most part My time from K-5 was great
My mom says that you learn to fear people who are different,. Mabey it is kinda like santa Clause you believe in him when your young but as y get older you Belize it is just your mom and Dad.
C is in K now and she told me that I seek wired. It hurt because in five years she might think people with disabilities are wired and avoid them and mabe even bully them. I fear that day. The day when kids realize that people with disablities are wired and bad.
I will always treasure the time we were playing hide and seek on Saturday night. THat took me back to the times of the playground
Friday, October 3, 2008
get it down : I'D go most anywhere to find where I belong
I have something called NLD which I have had since I was six. It has never stopped before from attending mainstream school. This year however, I have had on two times asked myself if I truely belong at my current high school. This high school has no special day class that I can hang out in and MSA is no longer a lunch time friend LG is in soutrhen CA and A is now friends with DD and is rude to me. I don;t realy think a SDC class is the ancer . I love my AP history class., but at the same time I know I am missing out a lot socaily. I have yet to attend a dance since entering high school. It's not that I am shy. I am veary well known. I know just about every teacher and kids always know my name. I mean they will say hi to me in the hallways and I have a lot of aquances but no friends. Friendship have always been hard for me to navagate and OCD comeing into my life makes it nearly impossible. What do y guys think.
on a lighter note
Cousins C and R are coming tonight I am so excited
hopefully I will have a good weekend to make up for the crappy school week
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