Old friend , orange soda, spare, this is the life

Old friends. So I went to Special Olympics bowling today for the first time this season and guess what I saw LM . LM has been going every week unlike me for the first time since I started bowling. I got to bowel on his lane and had fun Bowling and messing around. It payed off because I got 90 pic above is the score board and this happens in the last frame.

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The last game well I did not do so well although I did have orange soda. I also got LM some doctor pepper)Towards the end I got to catch up with an old friend from church B ball. She kinda surprised me but once she told me who she was I hugged her and my dad talked to her parents.

get it down I miss the playground

I miss the playground. I rember when I was in primary school I looked forward to recess and lunch. Recess and lunch were fun there was jumprope to learn.I became a pro at this when i was in Kindergarten. I loved playing on the playground doing the monkey bars and cimbing through the the tubes.

But what I miss most is the aceptance On the playground it was easy to join in a game of knockout or tag or handball. teasing still happened. I remeber a indent in pre K but for the most part My time from K-5 was great

My mom says that you learn to fear people who are different,. Mabey it is kinda like santa Clause you believe in him when your young but as y get older you Belize it is just your mom and Dad.

C is in K now and she told me that I seek wired. It hurt because in five years she might think people with disabilities are wired and avoid them and mabe even bully them. I fear that day. The day when kids realize that people with disablities are wired and bad.

I will always treasure the time we were playing hide and seek on Saturday night. THat took me back to the times of the playground

get it down : I'D go most anywhere to find where I belong

      I have something  called  NLD which    I have had since I was  six. It has never stopped before  from attending mainstream school.        This year however, I    have had on two times asked  myself   if I truely belong  at my  current high school. This  high school  has no  special day class  that I can hang out in and MSA  is no longer a lunch time friend  LG is in soutrhen  CA and  A is now friends with DD and is rude to me.       I don;t realy think  a SDC   class is the ancer . I love my AP history  class., but at the same time I  know I  am missing out  a lot socaily. I have yet to attend  a dance since entering high school. It's not that I am shy.  I am  veary  well known.    I know just about every teacher and  kids always  know  my name.    I mean they will  say hi to me in the hallways  and I have a lot of aquances but  no friends. Friendship  have always  been  hard for me to  navagate  and OCD  comeing  into my life   makes it    nearly impossible. What  do y guys think.   

on a lighter note

  Cousins C and R  are coming  tonight  I am so excited 

 hopefully I will have a good weekend to make up for the crappy school week 

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