I have been busy this week sorry for not writing much here is a pic from yesterday
Thursday, October 23, 2014
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Proof that Inclusion can work ( a new label)
Hay guys I am going to start inclusion tag called Proof that Inclusion can work This is the first post. This post will be of successful inclusion stories and video. I am most likely going to speak on inclusive ed for my public speaking class at my jr college. So I am gathering information now. Here is the first link.
PS if you have an inclusion success story email me azchapman1991@gmail.com you can be featured on my blog and if its soon I might be able to work you into my speech,
PS if you have an inclusion success story email me azchapman1991@gmail.com you can be featured on my blog and if its soon I might be able to work you into my speech,
Tuesday, October 21, 2014
Monday, October 20, 2014
More then a job
So there is a new program called I am to hire. It's aim is to encourage employers to hire people with intellectual disabilities. The statistics are stagering about 88 percent of disabled adults do not have jobs. so having jobs is a good goal but there needs to be more that needs to be said.
Disabled individuals need more then just a job that they are assigned too by an agency or school. Able bodied people get to chose where they want to work then they apply. People with disabilities should be offered the same choice. My work experience was chosen for me without my input. I really wanted to work at Trader's Joes in high school, but I was not given a choice. Instead I went to Macy's then to Barnes and Noble. Neither one of them were places that I wanted to work and guess what I was not motivated to work there. I did not complete the job for the whole year. The work was really tedious and boring. I had to dust the selves and racks for an hour. This was not a pleasant experience and I had to miss school
Disabled individuals need to make at least minimum wage. It may be legal but it is not ethical If people were able to make minimum wage it wouuld cost the goverement less in SSI. A nickel an hour or even a dollor is not enough for an able bodied so why is it ok to pay said ammount to the disabled. This does not make senese to me. The disabled are people first with wants and intrest. We deserve to be payed at the same rate as our able bodied counterparts. It is not eithical.
That is my two cents for the day. What are your thoughts?
Sunday, October 19, 2014
Week in review
Saturday, October 18, 2014
Me Too
Last night I got to see Yo Tambien me too,
Here is the trailer
This is one of the best movies I have ever seen. The main character with DS is portrayed in a great way. He is just an ordinary adult who happens to have DS but is so similar to other young men. Without giving too much way let me say that this was a movie that tackled ablesim. I will be writing a post on what ableism means soon.
I saw this in SF as part of the Reel Abilities film festival. Might go see another film tomorrow.
Here is the trailer
This is one of the best movies I have ever seen. The main character with DS is portrayed in a great way. He is just an ordinary adult who happens to have DS but is so similar to other young men. Without giving too much way let me say that this was a movie that tackled ablesim. I will be writing a post on what ableism means soon.
I saw this in SF as part of the Reel Abilities film festival. Might go see another film tomorrow.
Friday, October 17, 2014
Thursday, October 16, 2014
Wednesday, October 15, 2014
Recycled Post: It should not be a fight
Originally written in 2010 .. I stand by what I say though
I have seen and heard Many stories about parents who have to fight for there child to be in mainstream and after reading such accounts I wonder why does it have to be a fight on there part to let disabled kids go to inclusive school.
I have always been included since kindergarten. It was a no brainier for my parents and the two school districts because I have normal intelligence. I would not trade inclusion for special education, (although I must admit I wish I had more life skills when I graduated high school ) because I have met so many wonderful teachers, students and faculty as well as being apart of all of my school communities. I have so Many great memories of being in the mainstream and going on field trips and discovering new things. I just graduated from inclusive high school but have left behind a club and lessons that others have learned from me.
I have had help and support from special education teachers and staff and have participated in ST a one to one aid and Work ability while being able to read write and learn with people in my community, people who live near me and in my city because I have been in inclusive education
I care so much about inclusion because Cerebral Palsy could have caused me to have a intellectual disability are be so disabled that the best place for me would have been a separate class or a special needs school. I care because I have friends with disabilities both online and in real life who are not included . I see what a shame it is that other people will not have the chance to get to know them.
I have heard from a favorite teacher of mine that when they taught at another school the kids with disabilities were there but they never got to see or talk to them. The kids missed out on getting to see and talk and make a connection with the person who has been a great mentor and friend to me. The teacher has been working as teacher for a while but I was their first student my level of disability it was not easy but like they said at the end of the year " Oh the stories we could tell" and I am a character in that story along with the other students.(maybe mine are the annoying and hard stories but hopefully there are some great ones of just me and the whole class) I have not heard any stories yet from that class but I would buy the book .........I think..... lol
Inclusion should not be so hard because unlike a driver's test which should be earned because the result of it not going badly are deadly inclusion dose not hurt anyone . In fact inclusion benefits everyone involved the students teacher s and school community. In all classes i have been in (AP US history include) everyone isn't at the same level so why is it that people say it is easier not to have kids with intellectual disabilities at the same classrooms. With mortifying assignments or simplfilng the information all kids would be able to learn better. Inculsion was not a fight for me and should not be a fight for anyone else.
I have seen and heard Many stories about parents who have to fight for there child to be in mainstream and after reading such accounts I wonder why does it have to be a fight on there part to let disabled kids go to inclusive school.
My mom came to my kindergarten class when we had our career unit I am sitting on my teachers lap listening to what she does in the hospital |
Ms P (red) was my sped teacher all t throughout high school here i am with her halloween 2009 |
Field trip fun. |
Art work 2009 the teacher used to be a sped teacher I took ceramics during my Senior year of high school |
I have heard from a favorite teacher of mine that when they taught at another school the kids with disabilities were there but they never got to see or talk to them. The kids missed out on getting to see and talk and make a connection with the person who has been a great mentor and friend to me. The teacher has been working as teacher for a while but I was their first student my level of disability it was not easy but like they said at the end of the year " Oh the stories we could tell" and I am a character in that story along with the other students.(maybe mine are the annoying and hard stories but hopefully there are some great ones of just me and the whole class) I have not heard any stories yet from that class but I would buy the book .........I think..... lol
School is not the only area that inclusion should apply to but to all types of recreation for peers of similar ages. I played soccer in AYSO from pre k to 8th grade every fall |
Inclusion should not be so hard because unlike a driver's test which should be earned because the result of it not going badly are deadly inclusion dose not hurt anyone . In fact inclusion benefits everyone involved the students teacher s and school community. In all classes i have been in (AP US history include) everyone isn't at the same level so why is it that people say it is easier not to have kids with intellectual disabilities at the same classrooms. With mortifying assignments or simplfilng the information all kids would be able to learn better. Inculsion was not a fight for me and should not be a fight for anyone else.
Tuesday, October 14, 2014
OCD Awareness week
I have OCD. Those three letters ruined my life. It causes me a ton of pain and anxiety. My OCD is also one that isn't well known. I have thoughts that I do not like. It causes me to have panic attacks and has limited me. I know CP should not prevent me from living independently I know young adults with CP who have lived internationally. For me i live at home because of OCD.
To understand what it is like to have OCD watch Birdy's story. I was diagnosed with OCD at 15.
I am geting better at handling it all the time
To understand what it is like to have OCD watch Birdy's story. I was diagnosed with OCD at 15.
I am geting better at handling it all the time
Monday, October 13, 2014
Unified Golf
The red ball is part of a campaign to get more people involved in Unified Sports. I thought I would share my reflections from my first Unified golf tournament Its an event to encourage people to play unified.
In August I played in my first Unified golf tourment. It had a fun time. I got to know a fellow female golfer I will call her Kim. Kim is actually step mom to a guy I went to high school with. We were even able to meet up and practice on a friday night. Which got me out of the house. I love golf a lot. I played golf in high school on the practice team.
The Unified golf it self is really cool. It was the first time I played on the course in a tournament so it made it really exciting I played Ok. I had some bad shots but Kim was able to help me refocus and play. We got sliver but I would say that the other two teams were similarly matched. I really wish the special olympics season was a little bit longer. Our season was only eight weeks long. My goal for next season is to play 9 hole individual round. Speaking of next year I really hope that I will be able to make the trip down to LA next year to watch the opening ceremonies next year.
Here are some more pictures
WE both got medals because we both played hard. |
On the course selfie |
Sunday, October 12, 2014
Week in review
Last week was world cp day and i got a good grade on my philosphy test .
This week was ok my parents left town for a confrence so it is a bit lonely here but I have a ton of stuff to do for school .Can not wait til Wednesday. I went to The Big Wave Harvest festivle yesterday and helped out all day. My favorite part was rideing on
Saturday, October 11, 2014
Wednesday, October 8, 2014
AZ's Week in Review
this week i started jr college.My sis came home. I hit a good golf shot and saw Motown the musical the earthquake shook up nor ca but I slept through that. A ok week.
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
Az's Week in Review Famila
Met my cousin last monday but hung out with my mom this weekend. Went to get golf clothes and helped my mom in her office ended the week at the golf course where I hit some in from the week.
Monday, October 6, 2014
AZ's Week in review
So today I am showing you the second week of August week in review.
That week my dad got a weird app that repeated back what he said in a monkey voice. I played golf three times.
Now for those of you that are new here. I started playing golf when I was 15, the summer before sophomore year. I was actually on the practice
team for three years. Here is a post I wrote back on my old blog.
October 9th 2009
That week my dad got a weird app that repeated back what he said in a monkey voice. I played golf three times.
Now for those of you that are new here. I started playing golf when I was 15, the summer before sophomore year. I was actually on the practice
team for three years. Here is a post I wrote back on my old blog.
October 9th 2009
Last Saturday was the Special Olympics play day. I love this day. It is for preschooler with special needs. There is basketball, bowling, dancing, biking, running, arts and crafts, parachutes and golf.
If anyone has not heard today golf became a Olympic sport. Golf is one of my favorite sports. I have played golf for the local Special Olympics and for my high school for the past three years. I love playing golf for my school. GO is really great guy he gets it. He is a former special education teacher who believes in inclusion. GO has let me play on the practice team and although I have never played a match I get to play on the course. He sometimes pushes me hard to do things I do not want to do. (More on this latter)He lets me be on the team. I may not play in the match however I have a uniform and am involved in all the fundraising and it means a lot to me . I love golf I may not be the best but I like it all the same.
So as I watched the little kids with disabilities play mini golf . There is that glimmer of hope for inclusion on a golf team in high school . The kid may only be on the prat ice team like I have been,but the kid will earn a spot through hard work. Like I am trying to do on Tuesday rain or shine. Although sun will be better. No matter if I play or not there will still be hope for the little kids because of GO. It is amazing how one person can give a glimmer of hope.
Sunday, October 5, 2014
The rest of the week in Reviews
this week I played in my first Unified sports golf match with tried university and went to a giants baseball game. An OK week.
This was my birthday week. I also got to watch the specials on OWN
This was an harder week see Dear University. I relaxed by going to the beach that Saturday |
This week I studied for a philosophy test and opened a door for the first time |
AZ's Week in Review catch up
Saturday, October 4, 2014
Because it is DS month
I did not know this but it is possible to have DS and CP co occur at the same time. Meet Veronika. She seems amazing. Meet her here.
Friday, October 3, 2014
How I Celebrated World CP Day
I brought cookies to my jc and spoke about CP it also happend to be a club fair so they were giving out itsits. I went to dinner and watched the giants win the wild card game.after that my parents the man and I watched music within. Its a great movie about a guy who befriends a guy with CP and in the process changes America.
Thursday, October 2, 2014
Music Within
Last night I asked chose that we end World CP Day with Music Within. Its a great movie with even better quotes. My family ( my parents and my brother) watched it. I highly recommend seeing it.
Here is the trailler
Here is the trailler
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
World Cerebral Palsy Day 2014
Sunday, September 14, 2014
Dear University : An Open to letter to all institutions of higher education regarding the inclusion of students with disabilities
Dear University,
I want to tell you a story about a once highly motivated student who is now the poller opposite.
This student grew up in a family that valued higher education. The student was from a home where bed time stories were a natural occurrence and the path to college was discussed at length The parents paid students grades in junior high and high school. During a middle school graduation the student friends parent told the student that they only had four years of college left. Without missing a beat the student said. " No. I have eight more years, the student was graduati
ng from 8th grade, I am going to college. The student's path was set. They wanted to get a BA.
The spring of the students freshman year, they developed OCD. It was really hard and made the student regress. Also with the demands on social in high school the student was behind and had trouble making friends due to Non verbal learning disorder. In her junior year of high school a job coach told the student and their mother that the student would probably work in the back room of Safeway. This and OCD made the student fear high school graduation. Nonetheless she graduated. Although the student had a rough start, they ended up excelling in school. Th
ey graduated with an AA in social scince with honors. But they were not done. They wanted to get a BA and go into the education field.
Last year they went to a University highly motivated to finish. But then they ran up against ableism. The campus was complete inaccessible There was no way for the student to self serve in the lunch room. The room that housed classes lacked an elevator.
One Professor told the class " That all students lean language without ever being taught." The student held their tongue at first but was visibility upset because she a speech impairment due to Cerebral Palsy and had a hard time learning to speak. When they the student did say something the professor replied , " Well all normal children do. " That really hurt the student. What was worse is that the professor overly praised the student when they got the seconded highest grade then admitted to the student that they " were surprised that [the student] did so well." When an able bodied student who got higher then said student was given the test. The student received no fan faire despite getting a hundred percent.
Another teacher tesed a student's hat. When the student had long hair and due to Cerebral Palsy could not do their hair so they needed a hat. The same history professor asked the class " If anyone had a rope." when said student had too many questions. The student was part African American and the teacher taught United States history. They could have ment lynching.
This remark was complete out of line.
The last teacher compared student to a child in front of the class. The teacher later apologized for this remark. Making her the only teacher to apologize
The administration refused to let the student return to school for personal reasons The student returned to school Fall 2014 under a contract. The contract stated among other things that the student could only take two classes and had to behave. In the event that she did not behave, she was blamed for reacting to teachers remarks, she was to see the Disability person, how can one person be in charge of all students with disabilities on a college campus. On thursday the student got a message from a conduct person. Which violated the contract. What made it worse was that the student went to advisor asking what the meeting was about. The consular said " I do not want to speculate. The student then met with the conduct person who said the consular was the one to report the incident. The student had went into a class asking to switch the classes that she wanted because everyone who took it was fun. The advisor said the student broke the conduct code. Another student said the student had followed procedure and had not broken the conduct code.
The student is already behind because they do not feel wanted. They do not trust anyone at the university. They feel betrayed by the consular. They had problems committing to two classes. Although the professors were decent this semester the administration has been hard to deal with.
So what happend to the student. Well, they are currently recovering l from a major bout of depression brought on by this stressed. They recovered not by the promise of a college education but with I pad games, The now scan the community for entry level jobs and are having a hard time focusing on education. They are hesitant to try another school. The student is writing this to teach you a few things.
1 Make campuses accessible. Every lecture hall should have an elevator.
2 Treat every student like a person not a trained seal. Not a half person not a miracle.
3 Dont joke about disabled students. Make them feel included.
4 Follow the Golden Rule.
5 If the student is on contract follow it.
6 If the student has social problems do not criminalize them. Use it a teachable moment . Be patient everyone make mistakes.
7 Honesty
8 Admit that you do not know everything. Ask the student to teach you about their background. Be willing to listen about what it is like to be them.
9 Be Patient
10 Have training for all staff on ability awareness. Take the R word pledge. Learn what Ableism is.
*** You may not be able to do all of these things due to lack of funding, yet all staff can have heart and show a little loving kindness for all students. Especailly minority students.
All the students that I have met in university have rallied around me. I have enjoyed talking to you guys. Thanks for treating me kindly when the staff has not. The Center for spirituality and the director of student retention have been awesome too. You guys rock.
I want to tell you a story about a once highly motivated student who is now the poller opposite.
This student grew up in a family that valued higher education. The student was from a home where bed time stories were a natural occurrence and the path to college was discussed at length The parents paid students grades in junior high and high school. During a middle school graduation the student friends parent told the student that they only had four years of college left. Without missing a beat the student said. " No. I have eight more years, the student was graduati
ng from 8th grade, I am going to college. The student's path was set. They wanted to get a BA.
The spring of the students freshman year, they developed OCD. It was really hard and made the student regress. Also with the demands on social in high school the student was behind and had trouble making friends due to Non verbal learning disorder. In her junior year of high school a job coach told the student and their mother that the student would probably work in the back room of Safeway. This and OCD made the student fear high school graduation. Nonetheless she graduated. Although the student had a rough start, they ended up excelling in school. Th
ey graduated with an AA in social scince with honors. But they were not done. They wanted to get a BA and go into the education field.
Last year they went to a University highly motivated to finish. But then they ran up against ableism. The campus was complete inaccessible There was no way for the student to self serve in the lunch room. The room that housed classes lacked an elevator.
One Professor told the class " That all students lean language without ever being taught." The student held their tongue at first but was visibility upset because she a speech impairment due to Cerebral Palsy and had a hard time learning to speak. When they the student did say something the professor replied , " Well all normal children do. " That really hurt the student. What was worse is that the professor overly praised the student when they got the seconded highest grade then admitted to the student that they " were surprised that [the student] did so well." When an able bodied student who got higher then said student was given the test. The student received no fan faire despite getting a hundred percent.
Another teacher tesed a student's hat. When the student had long hair and due to Cerebral Palsy could not do their hair so they needed a hat. The same history professor asked the class " If anyone had a rope." when said student had too many questions. The student was part African American and the teacher taught United States history. They could have ment lynching.
This remark was complete out of line.
The last teacher compared student to a child in front of the class. The teacher later apologized for this remark. Making her the only teacher to apologize
The administration refused to let the student return to school for personal reasons The student returned to school Fall 2014 under a contract. The contract stated among other things that the student could only take two classes and had to behave. In the event that she did not behave, she was blamed for reacting to teachers remarks, she was to see the Disability person, how can one person be in charge of all students with disabilities on a college campus. On thursday the student got a message from a conduct person. Which violated the contract. What made it worse was that the student went to advisor asking what the meeting was about. The consular said " I do not want to speculate. The student then met with the conduct person who said the consular was the one to report the incident. The student had went into a class asking to switch the classes that she wanted because everyone who took it was fun. The advisor said the student broke the conduct code. Another student said the student had followed procedure and had not broken the conduct code.
The student is already behind because they do not feel wanted. They do not trust anyone at the university. They feel betrayed by the consular. They had problems committing to two classes. Although the professors were decent this semester the administration has been hard to deal with.
So what happend to the student. Well, they are currently recovering l from a major bout of depression brought on by this stressed. They recovered not by the promise of a college education but with I pad games, The now scan the community for entry level jobs and are having a hard time focusing on education. They are hesitant to try another school. The student is writing this to teach you a few things.
1 Make campuses accessible. Every lecture hall should have an elevator.
2 Treat every student like a person not a trained seal. Not a half person not a miracle.
3 Dont joke about disabled students. Make them feel included.
4 Follow the Golden Rule.
5 If the student is on contract follow it.
6 If the student has social problems do not criminalize them. Use it a teachable moment . Be patient everyone make mistakes.
7 Honesty
8 Admit that you do not know everything. Ask the student to teach you about their background. Be willing to listen about what it is like to be them.
9 Be Patient
10 Have training for all staff on ability awareness. Take the R word pledge. Learn what Ableism is.
*** You may not be able to do all of these things due to lack of funding, yet all staff can have heart and show a little loving kindness for all students. Especailly minority students.
All the students that I have met in university have rallied around me. I have enjoyed talking to you guys. Thanks for treating me kindly when the staff has not. The Center for spirituality and the director of student retention have been awesome too. You guys rock.
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
A Midsummer nightmare
So today I had class at my beloved jr college. I needed a text book for philosophy which my dad came to the bookstore to get,but we ended up not getting the book. " Why did we not get the book?"
When my dad came to bookstore he traded places with me so I could rest my feet and look on my iphone. I looked on Facebook that was fine, but then I got an email from my old university The plan was I would take classes at both the jr college and the university since I can only take two classes at the university. The same university that I talked about here.
Apparently not much has changed in terms of inclusiveness towards those with disabilities. Ableism rules supreme and the term has not began. How do I know this.
The email I got was play invite to all the students to try out for Shakespeare's A mid summer nights dream. I kinda like that play and have always wanted to be in at least one play my school career so I was interested in trying out . Until I read the following,
"This play requires clarity of speech and a passionate desire to communicate one’s point of view."
This is clear ableism. Why I have speech issues. I can barely say my own name. I have been in speech therapy since I was three. The speech issues are due to CP. Futhermore this was sent out to all the students. This was not broadway its a school play, something that I always wanted to do. Did they think about this?No.
I am leaning towards not going back to school and school starts a week from now.
When my dad came to bookstore he traded places with me so I could rest my feet and look on my iphone. I looked on Facebook that was fine, but then I got an email from my old university The plan was I would take classes at both the jr college and the university since I can only take two classes at the university. The same university that I talked about here.
Apparently not much has changed in terms of inclusiveness towards those with disabilities. Ableism rules supreme and the term has not began. How do I know this.
The email I got was play invite to all the students to try out for Shakespeare's A mid summer nights dream. I kinda like that play and have always wanted to be in at least one play my school career so I was interested in trying out . Until I read the following,
"This play requires clarity of speech and a passionate desire to communicate one’s point of view."
This is clear ableism. Why I have speech issues. I can barely say my own name. I have been in speech therapy since I was three. The speech issues are due to CP. Futhermore this was sent out to all the students. This was not broadway its a school play, something that I always wanted to do. Did they think about this?No.
I am leaning towards not going back to school and school starts a week from now.
Wednesday, August 6, 2014
This could change my life
***** Authors note : I do not mean in any way shape or form to be disrespectful to people with intellectual disabilities or those that love them. If I did I apologize. I am just sharing my story.
So yesterday at around 5:00 I was talking to my psychology teacher. We were talking about my inability to communicate clearly and how people often assume that I am intellectually disabled. It happens right away. The movement I open my mouth to a new person bam they assume that I do not comprehend anything which is untrue. It has happend to me when I attend university . Lets think about this for a second. I had to apply and got in but still a professor was really surprised when I aced a test.
How I felt when the professor was surprised about my A . |
Not even 24 hours later I am reading Love that Max that mentions Talkitt. Its an app that translates unclear speech into speech that others can understand. This has to be the greatest thing ever invented. Now this does not change ignorant minds,but it allows for my message to be expressed in real time which takes off the frustration from me and the listeners. And perhaps if they do not have to disappear what I am saying just maybe they will be able to see my cognitive ability.
Talkit needs your help it is seeking funding to make this into a reality. If I could I would donate all the money but I can not but if any of my readers would I'd appreciate it. This has the potentialr to change the world for people with speech impairments. It would make my life a little easier. Go here to donate and watch a video of it in action.
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Monday, July 28, 2014
World CP photo montage Call for Pictures
Its that time of year people time to start sending in photos of you or your child with CP. October is world CP Day . So send in one photo to azchapman1991@gmail.com and tune in October first to see this great montage.
Wanta know what it will look like here are some videos,
2012
2013
Wanta know what it will look like here are some videos,
2012
2013
Wednesday, July 2, 2014
I am not sorry because I am not broken
Hay guys sorry its been a while things are good here just been busy with summer school at my old jc. I am breaking the silence because something has been on my mind that I want to talk about.
Back when I started my jc one of my first college professors apologized when I told her that I had Cerebral Palsy.
When I introduced myslef to my Psychology teacher this summer and told him I have CP, He did the same thing
Now before I move on I want to say that both
of these people were well intentioned. The first professor and I are now friends on fb and she has helped me out a lot this past year. I also am enjoying my summer class and the professor is very nice and understanding of my recent history.
But to get back to my topic. When people apologize for my disability it does not feel good. Imagine if someone said sorry for a characteristic about you. Having Cerebral Palsy is a part of me. Its been around for long as I can remember. It has been with me and has given me more reasons to celebrate. Because some things come harder then the average person, I get to have more celebration when I achieve them. I do not mourn CP because its a part of me. Does CP make my life hard at times yeah. Are there times I desire normalcy? Yeah but happly the feeling does not last long . I am not broken. I do not think that we need to invest money in trying to prevent others like me. I am amazing. I bring joy and laughter to those around me. I have a unique perspective of the world because of my disabilities and experiences. note the quote below is my own about disabilities particulary CP and NVLD. *****OCD is different as the condition itself causes me unwanted stress. *****
Back when I started my jc one of my first college professors apologized when I told her that I had Cerebral Palsy.
When I introduced myslef to my Psychology teacher this summer and told him I have CP, He did the same thing
Now before I move on I want to say that both
of these people were well intentioned. The first professor and I are now friends on fb and she has helped me out a lot this past year. I also am enjoying my summer class and the professor is very nice and understanding of my recent history.
But to get back to my topic. When people apologize for my disability it does not feel good. Imagine if someone said sorry for a characteristic about you. Having Cerebral Palsy is a part of me. Its been around for long as I can remember. It has been with me and has given me more reasons to celebrate. Because some things come harder then the average person, I get to have more celebration when I achieve them. I do not mourn CP because its a part of me. Does CP make my life hard at times yeah. Are there times I desire normalcy? Yeah but happly the feeling does not last long . I am not broken. I do not think that we need to invest money in trying to prevent others like me. I am amazing. I bring joy and laughter to those around me. I have a unique perspective of the world because of my disabilities and experiences. note the quote below is my own about disabilities particulary CP and NVLD. *****OCD is different as the condition itself causes me unwanted stress. *****
I have hope but am not mourning CP. |
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The hardest part about being disabled is not the disability itself. It is much harder to live in a world that does not see your life as having value. It is much harder to deal with ableism and discrimination that comes with disabilities. AZ
Tuesday, May 27, 2014
A Gap in my knowledge
There is a show on Fox and National Geographic called Cosmos. I really love this show. The show talks about science.
Ever since I have been watching this show, I can not help but moran for a chance to be in middle school again. In middle school kids in resource only took three core classes. Everyone was required to take English, then referred to as Language Arts, and Mathematics. In terms of history and scince at my middle school you were supposed to chose between the two. All three years of middle school the school and my parents chose history. This really paid off because now I am a self proclaimed history buff and passed my AP test my junior year of high school in American History. But all three years I
missed out on science.
In high school when I finally took science , I struggled in science a lot. In biology I was able to work with the teacher who was able to help me on test. In Chemistry it was really hard because I was lazy probably in part because I had never had science in middle school. In college I did well in Biology , but when it came time to take the Solar System, I was lost because I did not know the order of the planets . I had to work really hard and I passed.
Instead of learning science in middle school I had resource room where I was bullied a lot from other students while the teachers did not do anything.
Lets think about what my day would have looked like if my school practiced best practices My teachers would have came into the class and help me inside my general education classes. Maybe I would get pulled out in a small group once a week for pre-teaching and study skills development in areas that I needed help with. Since it was a small group and it was with a purpose perhaps the other students would have been busy and not teased me. I would have taken Science and History . I wouldn't have gaps in my knowledge Perhaps in high school I would have had an easier time in my science classes. I might have had the foundation I needed to take an AP science course. In short I might have had a educational career similar to my peers who did not have a disability.
All schools should practice best practices All students need to learn in inclusive classes just like they would have if they did not have a disability. We are Worthy!
Ever since I have been watching this show, I can not help but moran for a chance to be in middle school again. In middle school kids in resource only took three core classes. Everyone was required to take English, then referred to as Language Arts, and Mathematics. In terms of history and scince at my middle school you were supposed to chose between the two. All three years of middle school the school and my parents chose history. This really paid off because now I am a self proclaimed history buff and passed my AP test my junior year of high school in American History. But all three years I
missed out on science.
In high school when I finally took science , I struggled in science a lot. In biology I was able to work with the teacher who was able to help me on test. In Chemistry it was really hard because I was lazy probably in part because I had never had science in middle school. In college I did well in Biology , but when it came time to take the Solar System, I was lost because I did not know the order of the planets . I had to work really hard and I passed.
Instead of learning science in middle school I had resource room where I was bullied a lot from other students while the teachers did not do anything.
Lets think about what my day would have looked like if my school practiced best practices My teachers would have came into the class and help me inside my general education classes. Maybe I would get pulled out in a small group once a week for pre-teaching and study skills development in areas that I needed help with. Since it was a small group and it was with a purpose perhaps the other students would have been busy and not teased me. I would have taken Science and History . I wouldn't have gaps in my knowledge Perhaps in high school I would have had an easier time in my science classes. I might have had the foundation I needed to take an AP science course. In short I might have had a educational career similar to my peers who did not have a disability.
All schools should practice best practices All students need to learn in inclusive classes just like they would have if they did not have a disability. We are Worthy!
Monday, May 19, 2014
60 years later
Over the weekend, Brown v Board of ed turned 60 years old. This court case turned over Plessy vs Feguson which said Seprate but equal was not acceptable.
All the news stories that I have heard only talk about race. Race is important I totally agree. It is still an important problem that society has not worked out.
But there is another issue in the fight for equality in the schools
Disabled students
Disabled students everywhere are learning in segregated classrooms. Segregated classrooms. Children are missing out on the opportunity to learn grade level class work and meet the kids in their neighborhood All studies have shown that special education classes produce bad outcomes for kids. The unemployment level for people with disabilities is high.
The next time you talk about diversity remember that there are students who look, move, roll different too. In a country as rich as ours we should find the resources to allow all students to learn together. There are no excuses.
60 years later.
We have a lot of work to do.
All the news stories that I have heard only talk about race. Race is important I totally agree. It is still an important problem that society has not worked out.
But there is another issue in the fight for equality in the schools
Disabled students
Disabled students everywhere are learning in segregated classrooms. Segregated classrooms. Children are missing out on the opportunity to learn grade level class work and meet the kids in their neighborhood All studies have shown that special education classes produce bad outcomes for kids. The unemployment level for people with disabilities is high.
The next time you talk about diversity remember that there are students who look, move, roll different too. In a country as rich as ours we should find the resources to allow all students to learn together. There are no excuses.
60 years later.
We have a lot of work to do.
Thursday, May 1, 2014
Blogging against disability day 2014: Don't put words in my mouth
Too many orginzations that serve people with disabilites, the most famous one being Autism Speaks Do not listen to people with developmental disabiltes
Why is this a problem you might ask?
Let me take you back to history class more specifically American History class.
Your in fifth grade and its time to learn about colonazation. In it you learn about the British forced the colonist to pay taxes. The colonist pay taxes on things in which they have no say over stamps papper goods . Then they foce you to only drink tea from the East India tea company. People do not like it and a little thing oh what is the word for it o h yeah the American Revoultion happends. Americans are taught that British were the bad guys because they forced there agenda on the colonost, later the Americans.
Now can you igmane what would happend if instead of money people told you that you are an epidemic. That medince needs to heal you. That you have to wear smelly uniforms. The last straw for American people was when activist had to house soliders, You know what those all called to us Yanks the intolerable acts.
Then fast forward to the mid 20th centruy. We learn that seprate is not equal and everyone deserve a vote. So many fellow men and women of color gave there lives for freedom. People were hosed and had dog attacking.
Why isn't the same liberaty offered to those with disabilities. Why is it that people time and time again disregard us in making descins. Why do you refuse to ignore our wants and desires. Give us a vote. Bring us to the table and show us where the money is going. Ask us what we hope for. Ask us if we want to be in the world or a community. Asks us if we want jobs. Asks us what our dream job is. Then listen to what we have to say. Listen like you would to our able bodied counterpart. Listen to us. We know best. We know what it feels like to be isolated. We know how it feels to be talked down too. WE know whats it like to work hard in theaphy. WE have experinced frustration. WE experinced the laughter and taunts go unoticed . We know the pain of people dreading a birth of someone like us. We know how it feels when people tell us our experinced isn't valid because we are not normal.
Nothing about us without us.
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