Hay guys sorry to keep you hanging I had a meeting with the head of the food department and it turns out it was a misunderstanding.
Turns out that they are sweet people and see ALL students like that so I am back to eating and attending college.
In other news I got new glasses today so I am seeing much clearer.
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Turning pain into power
The Saga continues read part one before this part
So today I left my History of Western Civ class as we were taking role. I was not feeling like I should stay in college. I mean if I can not order a cheeseburger how I am I going to get a job teaching . I went to visit some of my professors that I have had over the years . ( Math BIo and tried to talk to my American Lit teacher from last semester but she was not there . I also went to DSPS and talked to them, I talked to Ms, Super, not real name, who has helped me for the past three years , and Consular J who has also helped me all three year I toldl them I wanted to drop out of school because of the incident.
My thinking was if I can not get a good job because of my disabilities. Why stay in college and try to be intellecual when everyone thinks i am dumb , or worse , but that is later I should be trying to find a job now that will last me the rest of my life like bagging or something else.
Well they said I had to promise them to wait til monday before dropping classes.
Well I went to my bio teacher and he found this video on youtube so that was making me feel better
i resolved to confront A about the incident.
So A says ," I am sorry if you felt that way I thought it was cute that you wanted to make sure you had your cheese."
AZ:Cute I am 21 years old I am not cute.
AZ thinking back on it : I am not cute because I was trying to communicate . I looked to make sure because I have a speech problem and wanted to make sure it was done right oh but it gets worse
A : Well we don't see you like that we see you as a little princess a little girl.
So I went to talk to the president and instead found an assistant who gave me the contact information for the head of the food court and we are having a meeting tomorrow in DSPS with Ms, Super I hope all goes well.
So today I left my History of Western Civ class as we were taking role. I was not feeling like I should stay in college. I mean if I can not order a cheeseburger how I am I going to get a job teaching . I went to visit some of my professors that I have had over the years . ( Math BIo and tried to talk to my American Lit teacher from last semester but she was not there . I also went to DSPS and talked to them, I talked to Ms, Super, not real name, who has helped me for the past three years , and Consular J who has also helped me all three year I toldl them I wanted to drop out of school because of the incident.
My thinking was if I can not get a good job because of my disabilities. Why stay in college and try to be intellecual when everyone thinks i am dumb , or worse , but that is later I should be trying to find a job now that will last me the rest of my life like bagging or something else.
Well they said I had to promise them to wait til monday before dropping classes.
Well I went to my bio teacher and he found this video on youtube so that was making me feel better
i resolved to confront A about the incident.
So A says ," I am sorry if you felt that way I thought it was cute that you wanted to make sure you had your cheese."
AZ:Cute I am 21 years old I am not cute.
AZ thinking back on it : I am not cute because I was trying to communicate . I looked to make sure because I have a speech problem and wanted to make sure it was done right oh but it gets worse
A : Well we don't see you like that we see you as a little princess a little girl.
So I went to talk to the president and instead found an assistant who gave me the contact information for the head of the food court and we are having a meeting tomorrow in DSPS with Ms, Super I hope all goes well.
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Crappy Cheeseburgers
Let me just say that I hate my voice. Yeah I am in ST but it still hard. I am 21 years old ( Age wise) but I can not say my own name its a struggle and no I can not do phonics. Despite all of this I understand everything, ok so not chemistry but not everyone understands it, what that means is that I do not have an intellectual disability. Its like an invisible brick wall , yeah I know walls can not be invisible but its a metaphor with a fantasy twist . I know what I want but when I try to get it I hit my head on a brick wall. Totally not fun:( .
This makes ordering food really hard sometimes people can understand my speech and either make the food or help me tell the person . Well the past few days at my college dinning hall the chiefs have not been understanding me that well. Earlier today I had speech and we came up with writing the word down on the notes feature of my I-Phone . Well , as I went back to the dinning room after speech for a evening class , I wrote down Cheese burger and garlic fries as a back up plain. There was a severe there lets call them A. It was fairly busy so they called another person to help B. Well I have worked with A before but she was having a hard time understanding me I'd say she understands about 70% of what I say; however, I had never met B before. B ends up helping me. Between the two of them they understand that I want a Cheeseburger and B starts one on the grill, I tried to tell them I wanted American Cheese but neither one understands me. So I write it on my phone and show B he calls A over and A helps him I look over and sure enough there is some American cheese on the grill. I look down and hear a smirk. I think that someone made fun of my speech the worst part is A is the manager.
Told my parents and they did not seem to see why I was so mad. I am mad because I think they made fun of my speech. I am mad because I want to be able to say what I want and have people understand the first time. I am mad because sometimes I am so Frigen tired of repeating and trying to be understood. I am mad because I hate when people think that I am too dumb to notice if they laugh. Good think book girl and Soccer man understand.
This makes ordering food really hard sometimes people can understand my speech and either make the food or help me tell the person . Well the past few days at my college dinning hall the chiefs have not been understanding me that well. Earlier today I had speech and we came up with writing the word down on the notes feature of my I-Phone . Well , as I went back to the dinning room after speech for a evening class , I wrote down Cheese burger and garlic fries as a back up plain. There was a severe there lets call them A. It was fairly busy so they called another person to help B. Well I have worked with A before but she was having a hard time understanding me I'd say she understands about 70% of what I say; however, I had never met B before. B ends up helping me. Between the two of them they understand that I want a Cheeseburger and B starts one on the grill, I tried to tell them I wanted American Cheese but neither one understands me. So I write it on my phone and show B he calls A over and A helps him I look over and sure enough there is some American cheese on the grill. I look down and hear a smirk. I think that someone made fun of my speech the worst part is A is the manager.
Told my parents and they did not seem to see why I was so mad. I am mad because I think they made fun of my speech. I am mad because I want to be able to say what I want and have people understand the first time. I am mad because sometimes I am so Frigen tired of repeating and trying to be understood. I am mad because I hate when people think that I am too dumb to notice if they laugh. Good think book girl and Soccer man understand.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Its about time
That the government intervine and encourage schools to include students with disabilities Growing up that was what I wanted. I remember watching Air Bud and making up my mind that I wanted to play sports in high school. I was able to partake in track and golf thoughout my middle and high school career while doing team sports with my church and Special Olympics. I am so glad that other kids will have a chance to particeapate in team sports.
I know its a recommendation so i hope that schools will actually fallow trough and give more student athletes a chance to be on the school team because if they do then student atheltes will receive some benefits such as.
Eating right and excersing are key to living an healthy lifestyle |
I have been watching the Biggest Loser this season in which they are tackling childhood obesity by having three kid ambassador. Something they have said is exercise for kids should be fun activity. Kids with disabilities are more likely to be overweight than average kids partly because their are not a ton of avenues for kids to play hopefully now they will be.
Part of the recommendation is that additional teams be made if programs can not accommodate student athletes so wheelchair basketball teams could start up with in school distrcts |
Some kids with disabilities have a difficult time moving around. I used to have bad balance as a toddler and my parents took me to the park to help me learn how to move my body. As I got older sports gave me incentives to work on balance and conation while having fun.
None of these sports all off limits anymore |
Social Skills
Kids with disabilities can have a hard time making friends so having them in a social environment allows them to interact with others who have similar interest hopefully this will lead kids to form authentic friendships.
Self Esteem is a good thing for everyone to have |
Self Esteem
When kids are able to do something their passonate about and be recognized in their school community for doing it their self esteem will rise dramatically I loved wearing my golf sweat shirt to school it made me feel like I was a part of the team. I also got to be in the yearbook along with all the other girls on the team.
Sponge bob thinks all kids should have fun |
Lers face it kids with disabilities have extra huddles growing up. whether it be walking talking learning or a combination of these thing .There are hours of therapy and extra practice that kids have to do . On top of all of they are just kids who deserve the same found memories of childhood as any other kid. They deserve to play for the sake of playing and that is why I hope that every school district opens the door for these student athletes to participate alongside their peers.
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Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Happy b day ED Roberts
Fun fact ED went to the same JC I now attend and i know one of his former teachers who joined the movement.
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Soaring to new heights
Hay guys so today I am not going to be blogging because I am doing a guest posts at Think Inclusive . Check it out
Able to Go to College- Episode eight: The Search for Bumble bees
This was a beautiful spring day to go bee hunting. Why hunt bees you ask? Well, I did not have a choice. My biology teacher had us do a class observation on bumble bees . It was actually really fun.I enjoyed it one thing that I learned about bees is that despite what AA Miller writes, not all bees live in hives and make honey. I think , I heard this about a year ago( I am a tad behind in these videos all of these videos are from the spring 2012 semester). Do you guys know anything about bees ?
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