I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM

On Monday I finished Bay cities driving school and was so exacted because I had a blue paper that shows I completed all my days and ready to get a permit. I ran out to the car and got embarrassed by one of Baby's friends who I did not know was in the car. We drooped her off and headed home. On the way home I said that I was sorry to baby to which she said . "It's okay I just tell them You have a problem.'"

I said I don't have a problem she then said the prefix dis means taken away. It dose but I do not have a problem. I tried telling baby that problem has the connotation of needing to be fixed.

Why dose this matter I will tell you all why. My disabilities make me AZ the kid that so many people care about. I am a writer I am a good student and yeah I have disabilities big deal. I wouldn't want to be normal I'd be different person with a completely different personalty.


The world see people with disabilities as a problems. here is why. People use the word retard with out caring. (Go see Jeff blog for more info on this in the media) People abort kids with down syndrome even though they have a lot to give the world . That is why I started blogging and will continue to do so to show people that I have more abilities than disabilities

Wordless wednessday : My dog Inspires Greatness

Wordless wednessday : My cousin as a kitty cat

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Can you feel the hate tonight Left out Addiotion

(Baby [right]and Mid-sis[left] modeling swimsuits as toddlers)

This is something I wanted to post about for a long time. It is about what is between me and baby. It all started when we were at my aunt's house in Sacramento My cousin H was visiting us . She is my age but hangs out with baby and mid-sis. Well The girls wanted to go see Indiana Jones and I wanted to go with sounds simple right .. oh wait I am disabled. My uncle went to talk to my mom and Baby said it was to scary. My cousin said She dose not want to go if I am coming along and baby did nothing to stick up for me. In the end I stayed at my aunts and uncles house and came downstairs after my mom resumed me that She dose not hate me it just that she is a teen and dose not understand but she doesn't know is that I felt the hate of my family .

Last weekend when C was here I took her around the block piggyback style and someone asked if we were sister and I said no. But I wounder what would life be like if baby had a bigger age gap between us. Would she boss me around ? Would she play video games with me more often would she let me help her I wounder. I was looking at some old video from the Christmas 2000 earlier this evening. In the movie I am opening a pesent and baby says Wow It's a racing set. I wish I would have known that baby when I was at least Ten and she was still five.Instead of eight and fivewhich was are ages back then

Today she was trying to teach me volleyball but she was not patient i was trying realy hard and she was being rude by texting her friends and yelling at me when I was trying so hard to do it right . The only reason why want to know about volleyball is so that all of us can play volleyball out in the font instead of mid-sis and baby.

I love the baby so much and I know she loves me but I want her to me proud of me and want me around instead of pretending I was not related to her. I am not even allowed to vist my old middle school because of her but that anther story The ancer to the post w below will be posted on Monday so you can still figure it out.

Sunday grains of gratude

here is what Im grateful for.

1 I am feeling beater then I was on TH

2 I have calmed down and now see below and can't
wait for SO.

3 I got a blue ribbon today for SO bowling

4 I have good ides our So people dose not allow everyone to play in the bowling torment so Big J his daughter Liz me and some friends will have a bowling party the same day how cool is that


5 I know the date for hoops to start and will be making a clock for it clock for it,



6 I saw my school play last night . It was anything goes it was cool to see my peers in the play . thank you A mom for letting me come I really enjoyed it.

7 I got the new version of mac os X its so cool.

8 My dad fixed my Wii last week It has not been working since September

Sunday Grains of gratiude

Things I'm grateful for

1 I had a fun time trick or treating.
2 That I got 12 articles for school. We had an article project for English where we had to write about whats going on in the world . I wasn't sure if I get all 12 done but I did the only thing left to do now is do autobiography's for all of them.
3 Golf party was so fun
4 That I got an A on my vocab teat in English
5 That Gabi had a great b day.
6 that Nash learned how to ride a 2 wheeler. I can't even do that and I'm 16. He's inspired me to try again
7 My new spainsh teacher she is soo nice and I realy enjoy her company. She is not my old Spanish teacher but she is just as nice. On Friday we were celebrating Day of the dead and we had a raffle and I won and got pan duce witch I carried around with me the rest of the day If I m lucky both of them will watch me bowel next sunday
8 That a bowled a 66 this moring

golf is gone gone gone

Friday night my golf team had a end of the year party at nicks pizza. I went to this instead of a Dr appointment as was really glad I went. It turns out one of th golfers knew the people at the pallor and got the space for free. I had so much fun playing video games eating pizza listening to the gals talk after inhaling helium from the balloons (Its really funny) and with help I was able to do it too playing football and surpisesing K a senior who was team captain and will be off in Collage next year. (We will miss you K come back and visit) I had a lot of fun this season and can't wait for next season. Coach G O was really patient. Any coach needs that when teaching me a new sport and I gave him a lot of hugs during the season. He told me that despite the fact I don't have him in pe he will make a point to stay in contact with me and might be a Unified parter for me this summer in SO golf. If I get premisson from the team I might post pics online and might make a montage.