Wednesday, December 16, 2009
snow ball fight
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Words do hurt part two
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she is coming and run away,
Monday, April 13, 2009
Another Poem for the web
Just because I’m disabled
I’m not a science fair project so please do not stare.
Ask a question?
I do not mind
And have the time
To spare.
I’m not trying to talk weir d so do not take it as such
And I am not slow hate and I it when people think I am.
Just because I’m disable
I don’t enjoy teasing or bullying so think before you speak
I’m not a product of an accident that should not have been here
I don’t just wonder around aimlessly
And I don’t know any one with a disability who dose.
Just because I’m disabled
I’m not a baby even if I wish I were on hard days
I don’t have a sickness or illness
And I don’t plan to be a burden to my society my whole life.
In fact I want to enrich my community
Just because I’m disabled
Don’t me that you are more perfect then me
Smarter then me
Thursday, January 29, 2009
School parternship program
In the end each school got together to make a leadership plain for spreding disability awareness around the school. ( the students were special and typical high school and middle collage students) I was the only one from my high school but after some encouragement came up with some idea. The best one is a disability week ( or day) for the entire student body along with helping at a young athlete day in may.
I had so much fun and met so Meany new people. ( and saw some some b ball friends from HMB). I am exacted to get more people at my high school aware about disability awareness at my high school. I am hoping that students ( and staff )see that we ( disabled individuals) have more ABILITIES then disabilities . to learn more about the program visit this
website http://www.specialolympics.org/project_unify.aspx and poke around it is new and improved stick around to here how it goes at my high school.
got pics from http://www.sonc.org/images/getinvolved/SchoolsNC_be-a-fan.jpg http://www.laddc.org/poster-contest/2005/3-tram-le.jpg
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Down for the count
No I am not sick or tiered I have lost my inner drive to do well. On Thursday was my IEP and guess what guess what I get do in fall summer 2010 live in a group home and work at Safeway because I don't have the skills to live on my own and interact with people. Mr W said this at my meeting he talked to my parents and told them to sign me up for services for job training and a group home.
I have been in mainstreamed since kindergarten. Has it been easy ? No. Do I have social skills problems? Yes. I am smart yes . So much for independence in 09. I can't believe he said these things instead of giving me hope. He saw me the day before and he did not even brother to tell me so I could be papered or better yet sent me out of the room I feel like giving up. It is Saturday night I can not bring myself to do my homework. i mean why try if I can not do it. I talked to LG and she agreed with him . She is not my friend anymore . I wish i had someone my age to support my hopes and dreams. MY dad says let it go. I can not let it go it hurts it not what i planed when I was little. I wanted to be a mom. Now looks like I will be a child forever. My only regret is that people tricked me when i was little. yeah I am down for the count
Friday, October 3, 2008
get it down : I'D go most anywhere to find where I belong
Monday, August 25, 2008
A great day
Saturday, August 23, 2008
I feel betrayed
Ms A is not back this year and the Autism class is not at my school anymore thus I have no where to go and no one to hang out with. Please keep my family in mind over the weekend because my ocd is acting up from my math class. I have not had a day as bad as that one since night grade just before i got OCD
Thursday, August 7, 2008
I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM
I said I don't have a problem she then said the prefix dis means taken away. It dose but I do not have a problem. I tried telling baby that problem has the connotation of needing to be fixed.
Why dose this matter I will tell you all why. My disabilities make me AZ the kid that so many people care about. I am a writer I am a good student and yeah I have disabilities big deal. I wouldn't want to be normal I'd be different person with a completely different personalty.
The world see people with disabilities as a problems. here is why. People use the word retard with out caring. (Go see Jeff blog for more info on this in the media) People abort kids with down syndrome even though they have a lot to give the world . That is why I started blogging and will continue to do so to show people that I have more abilities than disabilities
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Can you feel the hate tonight Left out Addiotion
Last weekend when C was here I took her around the block piggyback style and someone asked if we were sister and I said no. But I wounder what would life be like if baby had a bigger age gap between us. Would she boss me around ? Would she play video games with me more often would she let me help her I wounder. I was looking at some old video from the Christmas 2000 earlier this evening. In the movie I am opening a pesent and baby says Wow It's a racing set. I wish I would have known that baby when I was at least Ten and she was still five.Instead of eight and fivewhich was are ages back then
Today she was trying to teach me volleyball but she was not patient i was trying realy hard and she was being rude by texting her friends and yelling at me when I was trying so hard to do it right . The only reason why want to know about volleyball is so that all of us can play volleyball out in the font instead of mid-sis and baby.
I love the baby so much and I know she loves me but I want her to me proud of me and want me around instead of pretending I was not related to her. I am not even allowed to vist my old middle school because of her but that anther story The ancer to the post w below will be posted on Monday so you can still figure it out.